What's with the skies?

It's strange. I have been feeling moody lately. Worse still, I don't feel enthusiastic about going for Body Combat or gym training. Is it becoz I'm jobless & aimless? Or is it becoz of this hot, humid & glaring weather? I think it's both...

Oh dear... I have a feeling that this Blog entry is going to sound depressive. But the truth is that I have been feeling rather down & out lately. Sleeping 8 - 9 hrs a day isn't exactly the best thing for my body too, coz it's been getting more & more lethargic. But then again, the good long days of rest did help to recuperate from my recently resigned stressful job.

Seriously, I dunno how to get rid of all these 'sian'-ness. Even when I get up every morning, it's become a thought of - "What should I eat for breakfast? Cook or buy?" I like eating from the chicken rice that's near my house, but that stall aunty always ask me why I'm not working today. Its irritating & annoying. Why does she always have to ask me that? Must I finally exclaim that I have lost my job, that's why I'm buying chicken rice from her stall? Argh...

My birthday is coming this week. But the mood seems totally off. Doesn't feel like its my birthday. And the sun has been angry all these while, showing its anger by blazing its sun rays all over the country. Until people have written to Today newspaper to grumble about how they travel to work. How do I cheer up? Someone please advise me...