Insomia again...

I can't believe it. This is my 2nd time getting insomia! Last week once, this week once! This has never happened before in my life! Lie down at 1am, got up at 4:40am. Just can't get to sleep... The scalp at the top of my head gets itchy too. Eczema on face appearing again.

I think I'm just very uptight & stressed out about all the uncertainty of my prospective job. I really don't know what kind of job I'm going to get & when I'll get it. So much is uncertain coz the nature, work days & type of working hours of the job will influence my entire life - be it family, church, relationship, friends, enrichment courses, regular gym sessions, sleep pattern, etc. I prayed quite seriously to God about this last night before I slept... or should I say, tried to sleep. Sigh...

God, please answer me... quick... & please make it the right job for me right now... in my current situation... coz work isn't everything & shouldn't be everything in my life... Please God...