Happy To Let Down My Guard

It is always refreshing to meet up with Rebecca, even for a short period of time, during the work week or at least on Sunday. Not that everything always turns out nice & we don’t have quarrels about issues & differences… but more of the fact that she is one person (& source) that I can actually relieve myself of my effort in raising my guard around people, especially at work.

At work, I am constantly being reminded to look at the bigger picture & second guess others’ intentions; coz there will always be some sneaky & crafty people trying to achieve some selfish aims through their selfish & winding approaches.

With Rebecca, I can totally be myself coz there is no need to second guess her. That’s what I like about being with this woman (Yeah, I shall stop referring to her as girl, since she’s an adult already). Believe me, when you are in the ‘war zone’ at work & being cautious about what you say & who you can trust… this is the kind of person whom you can really feel relaxed & relieved from the exhausting work day.

And I’m glad that it’s the same for her too, coz she can find comfort when being with me too. It feels so good to not need to intentionally portray to be professional (at work) or cautious with people (elsewhere). A sense of a coziness presence when being with her, I guess. =)