Begin To Refresh Myself Once Again

It feels great to have stepped down from my church’s Youth Ministry (YM). Today is my 2nd Sunday just attending church service. It has been quite a breather to me and I really feel like a pound of load has been lifted off my back.

Finally, I can get back to refreshing myself on Sundays, without having to worry about last minute preparation of BS lesson, getting angry with the youths and feeling rather out of place during their youthful games.

Maybe it’s a sign that I’m realizing the evidence of adulthood, where as a working adult, I learn to see the bigger picture than merely homework, tests and exams. My mind is a lot broadened after having worked for some time and even going through the ordeal of having been sacked once.

To me, there are many other real issues out there, which youths do not identify with. I find it so difficult to even try to tell them about my struggles, which I did once, when I told them that I had lost my job, but not many really seemed bothered. Seeing those blank facial expressions just told me that they don’t understand what I’m going through. Oh well, I was a kid once too.