A Place to Find Myself

Yes, it is none other than my own bedroom!

I love my bedroom coz it’s just so ‘me’. Many patterns & things inside it symbolizes or describes who I am & how I’m like as a person… all except, probably the color of the bedroom wall, which is exactly the same as that of any other wall in my entire home.

Obviously… this is clearly a choice of my parents… & for practical house painting reasons… coz I would personally like a different color for each room in my own future home. And my ideal home has walls which has a color that describes the intended mood for each room.

My bedroom is the first place that I would love to be right after a nice refreshing shower. There’s just no other place I would rather be, except retreat into my own quiet corner of the house, especially after having gone out & come home feeling warm & sweaty.

This bedroom of mine is a place where truly be myself - the place where I snuggle in my own bed, enjoy the breeze from my tower fan, do my personal QT, experience an occasional personal touch from God, listen to audio sermons, chat with my girlfriend over the phone, listen to my favorite music, browse through the past photos that I have taken, reading my favorite books, reflecting over the day through typing my Blog, etc.

I guess my bedroom is really what’s retaining the aspect of introvert-ism within me… coz this is my favorite place of refuge - a place where I just get away from people & things. I used to think that my condo pool is a good place to reflect & escape away from what’s bothering me, but I realized that it isn’t. Neither is it my church building or clubhouse sofa area.

It’s really my bedroom that I find myself once again…