The Next Bad Happening…

I woke up this morning, after having tossed about my bed, due to the discomfort for 13 full hours. I felt a little better, but after waking up for some time, the haziness in my head & body ache came back…

Just when I hoped that nothing bad would happen, although still skeptical that still things could happen, knowing my history over the past weeks… I finally received a call from M1, a company whom I had recently applied for a job there.

That lady asked if I could come down for an interview tomorrow, but I told her that I was not feeling well & asked if I could come down one day later. Her tone turned sour & told me that she had to KIV my application, coz tomorrow is the only schedule available for this interview. I pleaded again, asking if I could come down the following day… but she declined.

So once again, history has repeated itself. I lost my next job interview because I was still recuperating from my shocking illness yesterday. To make matters worse, Rubiah, the admin staff from Feng Shan Primary School called me too, but I didn’t pick up the call because I just felt so demoralized to tell her that I wasn’t feeling well. Coz even if my application for relief teaching was successful, I couldn’t start work yet… not when I’m still unwell & my body needs to recover.

I still don’t understand why bad things keep on happening to me, day after day. You know, I’m so afraid of going into a new day now… coz I don’t know what next would happen… Sigh…